.

Kitchen fires
Storm overhead and approaching
The waiting for Helen to call or answer
Waiting for the storm to come



Today i can't concentrate. Can't read/can't listen.
Sleeping used to come so easy.
Some days are harder then ever, i don't know why.
Sleeping/waking/walking/watching.

I just remembered.

I wait for the storm in my sleep. Remembering all the time. Remembering exactly.