Meet me when the world ends

(when all this is over)

When all this is over
There will be heart shaped biscuits
A cake with your name iced on it in blue
And balloons

But
Until then
There is a black crush weighting
Something about missing someone
And a name it hurts to say

And the waiting for all this to be over

Learning Spanish
Learning how to make everything alright in language

Sometimes it's hard to find words in my head. Sometimes there are no words. Just sounds.